Yesterday, I had good news and bad news come to me. Luckily or unluckily the good news came first. Good news - a good friend of mine from college, Jules, got engaged. I am so happy for her. I met her fiance in the fall. He is a really great guy. They are a good match. Then, I looked through the mail and got a letter from the adoption agency. We have to do the home study update and file immigration papers again. I was just so upset. It seems as if it is never going to happen. I feel as if I am not meant to be a mother. Why is it taking so long? Is this some kind of sick joke? I can't take much more. Sorry such a downer of a blog today.
Friday, February 8, 2008
Tears of joy and sorrow
Yesterday, I had good news and bad news come to me. Luckily or unluckily the good news came first. Good news - a good friend of mine from college, Jules, got engaged. I am so happy for her. I met her fiance in the fall. He is a really great guy. They are a good match. Then, I looked through the mail and got a letter from the adoption agency. We have to do the home study update and file immigration papers again. I was just so upset. It seems as if it is never going to happen. I feel as if I am not meant to be a mother. Why is it taking so long? Is this some kind of sick joke? I can't take much more. Sorry such a downer of a blog today.
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So glad to hear about Jules and praying for you in this terribly long wait. My heart is breaking for you guys. I can't wait to see you holding your little one - it will be such a sweet day!
Melissa
ps - Happy Birthday!!!
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